instead of bottling it up and then falling out with all your friends for just trying to comfort you even if its in the wrong way, they are trying! uunlike your boyfriend who is the only person who should be trying and instead you bend over backwards to keep HIM happy so HE CHOOSES to stay with YOU. because you depend on him more than anything else in the world and dont know how to deal with these feelings of hate he has towards you…trying to make someone fall in love with you all over again knowing he doesnt want that…trying to hold onto a relationship because hes your best friend..your life source..your absolute everything! and instead of him feeling the same he wants to break up with you…but act like nothings wrong until the day he can be free of me and never see me again (which is in 4 months) so for the next 4 months i have to pretend to be happy …pretend he loves me…pretend he is still my boyfriend…and count down the days for him to turn around and leave me… he thinks im dealing with it… im breaking down … i want to go out and get pissed every night but im not that person and not to mention lack of money and alcohol would make me more depressed… theres literally nothing that makes me happy now… what am i meant to do with my fucking shit hole of a life
…I haven’t felt this depressed since i was 16…seems only appropriate to go to the internet to fix my problems…
Haha okk? :p yeah my christmas and new years was brilliant thankyou :) sept my friend got a black eye and my fella got thrown out of a club for pole dancing haha XD
He went away for 4 days and I know its only 4 days but I’m SO excited to have my other half home again :)
when he goes away i realise how lucky i am to live with him and how much i need him :) <3
Dear God, I haven’t cried that hard in so long.
First 30 seconds: Already rebloged.
tears and chills.
Cried.
i’m literally sobbing and i can’t breathe
omfg… I CRIED ♥♥
God, I’m like bawling me eyes out. <3
Oh, Jesus, the guy with his dog, I can’t …
oh god I didn’t think I would really cry that much
HELD IN MY TEARS UNTIL THE MIDDLE.
AND THEN WHEN THAT GIRL SAW THE TWO SOLDIERS SITTING DOWN.
ALL MY TEARS MAN.
I DID SOMETHING SIMILAR WHEN VICTOR CAME BACK.
SOBBBUUUUU MY ASSHOLE OF A BROTHER
No lie, I cried more than half way through ;___;
First three seconds and I was done.
Oh god. I’m sobbing. ;~;
;~; *sniffs*
Oh my god… That was so heart warming :’3
omg <3
this made me cry so bad, i cant imagine not having my dad around :(
oh my god :’( never cried so much from a tumblr video
first couple of seconds and i started bawling my eyes out. omg
omg cried my eyes out
instantly cried omg
awww.
Videos on tumblr usually doesn’t affect me this much but I cried, I don’t understand how you could NOT cry at this tbh
forever reblog<3
I got a little teary eyed watching this… who am I kidding? I bawled my eyes out! <3
Oh my goodness, that was a good cry, so awesome!
omg the dog
i tried fighting back the tears so much. but wouldn’t work. couldn’t stop crying
God, why do I do this to myself? Bawling my eyes out.
this always makes me cry so much!
Omg the second one!!!
I don’t even know what to do with myself… <3 I love this.
forever reblog
I cant im tearing omg the end and the dog holy :’(
first like 2 seconds i was off, god i needed a good cry so badly.
my mom came in while i was in my room and asked why i was bawling my eyes out :’(
sorry followers for making you cry :’)
this truly made me sob…i didnt think it would hit me that bad but that was just beautiful…oh god i just set myself off again writing this!!!!
